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1、精选优质文档-倾情为你奉上1 The red roomWe could not go for a walk that afternoonThere was such a freezing cold wind,and such heavy rain,that we all stayed indoorsI was glad of itI never liked long walks,especially in winterI used to hate coming home when it was almost dark,with ice-cold fingers and toes,feeling
2、 miserable bccause Bessie,the nursemaid,was always scolding meAll the time I knew I was different from my cousins,Eliza,John and Georgiana ReedThey were taller and stronger than me,and they were lovedThese three usually spent their time crying and quarrelling,but today they were sitting quietly arou
3、nd their mother in the sitting-roomI wanted to join the family circle,but Mrs Reed,my aunt,refused Bessie had complainted about me'No,I'm sorry,JaneUntil I hear from Bessie,or see for myself,that you are really trying to behave better,you cannot be treated as a good,happy child,like my child
4、ren''What does Bessie say I have done?'I asked'Jane,it is not polite to question me in that wayIf you cannot speak pleasantly,be quiet'I crept out of the sitting-room and into the small room next door,where I chose a book full of pictures from the bookcase I climbed on to the win
5、dow-seat and drew the curtains,so that I was completely hiddenI sat there for a whileSometimes I looked out of the window at the grey November afternoon,and saw the rain pouring down on the leafless gardenBut most of the time I studied the book and stared,fascinated,at the picturesLost in the world
6、of imagination,I forgot my sad,lonely existence for a while,and was happy,I was only afraid that my secret hiding-place might be discoveredSuddenly the door of the room openedJohn Reed rushed in'Where are you,rat?'he shoutedHe did not see me behind the curtain'Eliza!Georgy!Jane isn't
7、 here!Tell Mamma she's run out into the rainwhat a bad animal she is!''How lucky I drew the curtain,'I thoughtHe would never have found me,because he was not very intelligentBut Eliza guessed at once where I was'She's in the window-seat,John,'she called from the sitting-r
8、oomSo I came out immediately,as I did not want him to pull me out'What do you want?'I asked him'Say,“What do you want,Master Reed”,'he answered,sitting in an armchair'I want you to come here'John Reed was fourteen and I was only tenHe was large and rather fatHe usually ate to
9、o much at meals,which made him illHe should have been at boarding school,but his mother,who loved him very much,had brought him home for a month or two,because she thought his health was delicateJohn did not love his mother or his sister,and he hated me He bullied and punished me,not two or three ti
10、mes a week,not once or twice a day,but all the timeMy whole body trembled when he came nearSometimes he hit me,sometimes he just threatened me,and I lived in terrible fear of himI had no idea about how to stop himThe servants did not want to offend their young master,and Mrs Reed could see no fault
11、in her dear boySo I obeyed John's order and approached his armchair,thinking how very ugly his face wasPerhaps he understood what I was thinking,for he hit me hard on the face'That is for your rudeness to Mamma just now,'he said,'and for your wickedness in hiding,and for looking at m
12、e like that,you rat!'I was so used to his bullying that I never thought of hitting him back'What were you doing behind that curtain?'he asked'I was reading,'I answered'Show me the book'I gave it to him'You have no right to take our books,'he continued'You have
13、 no money and your father left yor noneYou ought to beg in the streets,not live here in comfort with a gentleman's familyAayway,all these books are mine,and so is the whole house,or will be in a few years'timeI'll teach you not to borrow my books again'He lifted the heavy book and th
14、rew it hard at meIt hit me and I fell,cutting my head on the doorI was in great pain,and suddenly for the first time in my life,I forgot my fear of John Reed'You wicked,cruel boy!'I cried'You are a bully!You are as bad as a murderer!''What!What!'he cried'Did she say that
15、to me?Did you hear,Eliza and Georgiana?I'll tell Mamma,but first'He rushed to attack me,but now he was fighting with a desperate girlI really saw him as a wicked murdererI felt the blood running down my face,and the pain gave me strengthI fought back as hard as I couldMy resistance surprised
16、 him,and he shouted for helpHis sisters ran for Mrs Reed,who called her maid,Miss Abbott,and BessieThey pulled us apart and I heard them say,'What a wicked girl!She attacked Master John!'Mrs Reed said calmly,'Take her away to the red room and lock her in there'And so I was carried up
17、stairs,arms waving and legs kickingAs soon as we arrived in the red room,I became quiet again,and the two servants both started scolding me'Really,Miss Eyre,'said Miss Abbott,'how could you hit him?He's your young master!''How can he be my master?I am not a servant!'I cri
18、ed'No,Miss Eyre,you are less than a servant,because you do not work,replied Miss AbbottThey both looked at me as if they strongly disapproved of me'You should remember,miss,'said Bessie,'that your aunt pays for your food and clothes,and you should be gratefulYou have no other relatio
19、ns or friends'All my short life I had been told this,and I had no answer to itI stayed silent,listening to these painful reminders'And if you are angry and rude,Mrs Reed may send you away,'added Bessie'Anyway,'said Miss Abbott,'God will punish you,Jane Eyre,for your wicked he
20、artPray to God,and say you're sorry'They left the room,locking the door carefully behind themThe red room was a cold,silent room,hardly ever used,although it was one of the largest bedrooms in the houseNine years ago,my uncle,Mr Reed,had died in this room,and since then nobody had wanted to
21、sleep in itNow that I was alone I thought bitterly of the people I lived withJohn Reed,his sisters,his mother,the servants,they all accused me,scolded me,hated meWhy could I never please them?Eliza was selfish,but was respectedGeorgiana had a bad temper,but she was popular with everybody because she
22、 was beautiful John was rude,cruel and violent,but nobody punished himI tried to make no mistakes,but they called me,naughty every moment of the dayNow that I had turned against John to protect myself,everybody blamed meAnd so I spent that whole long afternoon in the red room asking myself why I had
23、 to suffer and why life was so unfairPerhaps I would run away,or starve myself to deathGradually it became dark outsideThe rain was still beating on the windows,and I could hear the wind in the treesNow I was no longer angry,and I began to think the Reeds might be rightPerhaps I was wickedDid I dese
24、rve to die,and be buried in the churchyard like my uncle Reed?I could not remember him,but knew he was my mother's brother,who had taken me to his house when my parents both diedOn his death bed he had made his wife,aunt Reed,promise to look after me like her own childrenI supposed she now regre
25、tted her promiseA strange idea came to meI felt sure that if Mr Reed had lived he would have treated me kindly,and now,as I looked round at the dark furniture and the walls in shadow,I began to fear that his ghost might come back to punish his wife for not keeping her promiseHe might rise from the g
26、rave in the churchyard and appear in this room!I was so frightened by this thought that I hardly dared to breatheSuddenly in the darkness I saw a light moving on the ceilingIt may have been from a lamp outside,but in my nervous state I did not think of thatI felt sure it must be a ghost,a visitor fr
27、om another worldMy head was hot,my heart beat fastWas that the sound of wings in my ears?Was that something moving near me?Screaming wildly,I rushed to the door and shook itMiss Abbott and Bessie came running to open it'Miss Eyre,are you ill?'asked Bessie'Take me out of here!'I screa
28、med'Why?What's the matter?'she asked'I saw a light,and I thought it was a ghost,'I cried,holding tightly on to Bessie's hand'She's not even hurt,'said Miss Abbott in disgust'She screamed just to bring us hereI know all her little tricks''What is all th
29、is?'demanded an angry voiceMrs Reed appeared at the door of the room'Abbott and Bessie,I think I told you to leave Jane Eyre in this room till I came''She screamed so loudly,ma'am,'said Bessie softly'Let go off her hands,Bessie,'was Mrs Reed's only answer'Jane
30、 Eyre,you need not think you can succeed in getting out of the room like thisYour naughty tricks will not work with meYou will stay here an hour longer as a punishment for trying to deceive us''Oh aunt,please forgive me!I can't bear it!I shall die if you keep me here'I screamed and k
31、icked as she held me'Silence!Control yourself!'She pushed me,resisting wildly,back into the red room and locked me inThere I was in the darkness again,with the silence and the ghostsI must have faintedI cannot remember anything more2 Leaving GatesheadI woke up to find the doctor lifting me v
32、ery carefully into my own bedIt was good to be back in my familiar bedroom,with a warm fire and candle-lightIt was also a great relief to recognize Dr Lloyd,who Mrs Reed called in for her servants(she always called a specialist for herself and the children)He was looking after me so kindlyI felt he
33、would protect me from Mrs ReedHe talked to me a little,then gave Bessie orders to take good care of meWhen he left,I felt very lonely againBut I was surprised to find that Bessie did not scold me at allIn fact she was so kind to me that I became brave enough to ask a question'Bessie,what's h
34、appened?Am I ill?''Yes,you became ill in the red room,but you'll get better,don't worry,Miss Jane,'she answeredThen she went next door to fetch another servantI could hear her whispers'Sarah,come in here and sleep with me and that poor child tonightI daren't stay alone wi
35、th her,she might dieShe was so ill last night!Do you think she saw a ghost?Mrs Reed was too hard on her,I think'So the two servants slept in my room,while I lay awake all night,trembling with fear,and eyes wide open in horror,imagining ghosts in every cornerFortunately I suffered no serious illn
36、ess as a result of my terrible experience in the red room,although I shall never forget that nightBut the shock left me nervous and depressed for the next few daysI cried all day long and although Bessie tried hard to tempt me with nice things to eat or my favourite books,I took no pleasure in eatin
37、g or even in readingI knew I had no one to love me and nothing to look forward toWhen the doctor came again,he seemed a little surprised to find me looking so miserable'Perhaps she's crying because she couldn't go out with Mrs Reed in the carriage this morning,'suggested Bessie'S
38、urely she's more sensible than that,'said the doctor,smiling at me'She's a big girl now''I'm not crying about thatI hate going out in the carriage'I said quickly'I'm crying because I'm miserable''Oh really,Miss!'said BessieThe doctor looked at
39、me thoughtfullyHe had small,grey,intelligent eyesJust then a bell rang for the servants'dinner'You can go,Bessie,'he said'I'll stay here talking to Miss Jane till you come back'After Bessie had left,he asked,'What really made you ill?''I was locked up in a room wi
40、th a ghost,in the dark''Afraid of ghosts,are you?'he smiled'Of Mr Reed's ghost,yesHe died in that room,you knowNobody ever goes in there any moreIt was cruel to lock me in there alone without a candleI shall never forget it!''But you aren't afraid nowThere must be ano
41、ther reason why you are so sad,'he said,looking kindly at meHow could I tell him all the reasons for my unhappiness!'I have no father or mother,brothers or sisters,'I began'But you have a kind aunt and cousins''But John Reed knocked me down and my aunt locked me in the red ro
42、om,'I criedThere was a pause'Don't you like living at Gateshead,in such a beautiful house?'he asked'I would be glad to leave it,but I have nowhere else to go''You have no relations apart from Mrs Reed?''I think I may have some,who are very poor,but I know nothing
43、about them,'I answered'Would you like to go to school?'he asked finallyI thought for a momentI knew very little about school,but at least it would be a change,the start of a new life'Yes,I would like to go,'I replied in the end'Well,well,'said the doctor to himself as he
44、got up,'we'll seeThe child is delicate,she ought to have a change of air'I heard later from the servants that he had spoken to Mrs Reed about me,and that she had agreed immediately to send me to schoolAbbott said Mrs Reed would be glad to get rid of meIn this conversation I also learned
45、for the first time that my father had been a poor vicarWhen he married my mother,Miss Jane Reed of Gateshead,the Reed family were so angry that they disinherited herI also heard that my parents both died of an illness only a year after their weddingBut days and weeks passed,and Mrs Reed still said n
46、othing about sending me to schoolOne day,as she was scolding me,I suddenly threw a question at herThe words just came out without my planning to say them'What would uncle Reed say to you if he were alive?'I asked'What?'cried Mrs Reed,her cold grey eyes full of fear,staring at me as i
47、f I were a ghostI had to continue'My uncle Reed is now in heaven,and can see all you think and do,and so can my parentsThey know how you hate me,and are cruel to me'Mrs Reed smacked my face and left me without a wordI was scolded for an hour by Bessie as the most ungrateful child in the worl
48、d,and indeed with so much hate in my heart I did feel wickedChristmas passed by,with no presents or new clothes for meEvery evening I watched Eliza and Georgiana putting on their new dresses and going out to parties Sometimes Bessie would come up to me in my lonely bedroom,bringing a piece of cake,s
49、ometimes she would tell me a story,and sometimes she would kiss me goodnightWhen she was kind to me I thought she was the best person in the world,but she did not always have time for meOn the morning of the fifteenth of January,Bessie rushed up to my room,to tell me a visitor wanted to see meWho co
50、uld it be?I knew Mrs Reed would be there too and I was frightened of seeing her againWhen I nervously entered the breakfast-room I looked up at a black column!At least that was what he looked like to meHe was a tall,thin man dressed all in black,with a cold,stony face at the top of the column'Th
51、is is the little girl I wrote to you about,'said Mrs Reed to the stony stranger'Well,Jane Eyre,'said the stranger heavily,'and are you a good child?'It was impossible to say yes,with Mrs Reed sitting there,so I was silent'Perhaps the less said about that,the better,Mr Brockle
52、hurst,'said Mrs Reed,shaking her head'I'm sorry to hear it,he answered'Come hereJane Eyre,and answer my questionsWhere do the wicked go after death?''They go to hell,'I answered'And what must you do to avoid going there?'he askedI thought for a moment,but could no
53、t find the right answer'I must keep in good health,and not die,'I replied'Wrong!Children younger than you die all the timeAnother questionDo you enjoy reading the Bible?''Yes,sometimes,'I replied,hesitating'That is not enoughYour answers show me you have a wicked heartYou
54、 must pray to God to change it,if you ever want to go to heaven''Mr Brocklehurst,'interrupted Mrs Reed,'I mentioned to you in my letter that this little girl has in fact a very bad characterIf you accept her at Lowood school,please make sure that the headmistress and teachers know ho
55、w dishonest she isShe will try to lie to them of courseYou see,Jane,you cannot try your tricks on Mr Brocklehurst'However hard I had tried to please Mrs Reed in the past,she always thought the worst of meIt was not surprising that I had come to hate herNow she was accusing me in front of a stran
56、gerMy hopes of starting a new life at school began to fade'Do not worry,madam,'Mr Brocklehurst said,'the teachers will watch her carefullyLife at Lowood will do her goodWe believe in hard work,plain food,simple clothes and no luxury of any kind''I will send her as soon as possibl
57、e then,Mr BrocklehurstI hope she will be taught according to her low position in life''Indeed she will,madamI hope she will be grateful for this opportunity to improve her characterLittle girl,read this bookIt tells the story of the sudden death of a young girl who was a liarRead and pray
58、9;After Mr Brocklehurst had given me the book and left,I felt I had to speakAnger was boiling up inside meI walked up to Mrs Reed and looked straight into her eyes'I do not deceive people!If I told lies,I would say I loved you!But I don't,I hate you!I will never call you aunt again as long a
59、s I liveIf anyone asks how you treated me,I will tell them the truth,that you were very cruel to mePeople think you are a good woman,but you are lying to them!'Even before I had finished I began to experience a great feeling of freedom and reliefAt last I had said what I felt!Mrs Reed looked fri
60、ghtened and unhappy'Jane,I want to be your friendYou don't know what you're sayingYou are too excitedGo to your room and lie down''I won't lie downI'm quite calmSend me to school soon,Mrs ReedI hate living here''I will indeed send her soon,'murmured Mrs Reed to herself3 My first impressions of schoolMrs Reed arranged for me to leave on the nineteenth of JanuaryI had to get up very early to catch the coach,but Bessie helped me to get ready'Will you say goodbye to Mrs Reed,Jane?'she a
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